♥ Wednesday, May 21, 2008♥
if i said all i wanted is to be normal like you all, will it come true?
if i said i just want to be treated the same like everyone else, can it come true?
if i said all my wishes are nothing but shit to you all, is it true?
if i talked, will you listen?
if i tried, will you give me support?
if i cry, will you all care?
all i wanted is only to be someone else. not the person i am now. i can't change that, can i? if i die one day, will you all feel sad? i wouldn't, cos no one cares.
no matter how far you all go, i will still be behind you all. i tried, to talk properly, but you wouldn't listen. i can't give up now can i? all im hearing now is just insults. i want to cry. i just want to let my tears flow out. i want to be heard. i want to be worthy of someone in their eyes. stil, why can't i just cry? i can't tolerate this on. i just want to be treated the same. giving me a chance is very simple, but i'll doubt that will come true. no matter what i do, no matter what i try, i can't complete it. i am only holding back my tears, no matter how hard i try. just even if i was about to finish my task, i wouldn't even cry if i was going to die. i won't cry in your eyes, i will not cry, to show you people i can take it. if you don't care, should I? Even if the sky fall into bits, and destroy everyone, i wouldn't care no more.
while i am dying to live, i am living to die.
give it a grip, i won't be the same me now.
BLACK&WHITE