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♥ Wednesday, April 30, 2008♥

omggg. im seriously blogging in secret here, btw,

updatee!

tues
got dunno what new south wales thingy. idk how to doo . teehee :D
then got tuition. cant believe dx join boy brigade. OMGGGGGGG.

yesterday,
got assembly, but stay in classroom.
then mdm chia isn't happy with us. :[
ltr jiang mama say she will help us to revise chinese. but actually, sam and the others say wanna stay back, so me and ben go to food palace to eat. then like ltr darren ong call us, telling us they not going to stay in school to revise with jiang mama. so me and ben left like only 2 of us. o.O then like revise for about 1/2 hour, still got time, so we revise science. wahh, we like superr guai. haha jkjk. ltr we both left, with jiang mama teaching another student. :] haha. like then we were like 0.O. mwhahhahahah okayyy. thats all for yesterday.

today,
like nothing happened so far, but now, im blogging. byebye./


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♥ Friday, April 25, 2008♥

LOOOL. UPDATEE TIMEE.

okayy,

on friday

got a stupiddd eng mid year, *shivers*
haha
then today dont need bring maths things, so supeerrr light!
haha, then go to food palace, drink forget love. benn was like [gei wo yi bei wang qing shuii!] LOOOOOOOOOOOL., hahahahahaha, then they went out, i go home. >:[
heard from ben that rosee cried. ?!!! okayy, then go to pray cos today is what [ma zhor] bdae. ...... lool. i saw one hell god too. the black one too. eeeeeeeeeee.

then today,
[edit]
ipod hang, but thanks to joey, it was saved. i love you joeyy!! :}
then mom dont lemme go out. WTFFFFF. :{
now,im blogging.


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♥ Thursday, April 24, 2008♥

okayyyy. LOOOOOOOL. like tuesday i posted? LOOL. okayy updatteed lorhh :} Wednesdayyy (yesterdah-mah)
like whole day in school. boringgg -.- then mr koh take us out for mini field trip. jilian got new accomplice.. :] apparently is someone. (like duh-uh) ....... maths wasn't fun. :[ after school went to tampines library ^^ with sherlene, yitinggg, ben, ryan, and haydonn too. :} whoopeee~~ then like stupid elene or eileen came along and keep threatening us. wthhh. -.- kena scolded by libralian (lol. idk how to spell) then like go out lorh. today'sstoryfinished~

Today: mwahahahahha, like got geog, don't know why, i was like listening, not listening, but then mostly listening. hahah then lit we wish MRS SHANKAR happy birthdayy :] then maths got test. lol. i scoredd lowlyyyy :[ then ltr fn, fight with jilian all over again. -.- till teacher write my name on the whiteboard. ltr she say she might give to MR NG (oh yah, btw, the "she" is ms sharifah). then maybe will go recovery room. =.-

then ltr after school went to classroom with sam and rosee. yiting, ben, randall, jovan, edwin, ryan, darren ong, darren seet, walter :} then JIANG MAMA~ COME IN :} teach us maths hahah :} jiangmama rock! ;] ltr part ben say we are the JIANG ARMY. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. lol. okayy waited and waited and waited. then sam say she and darren ong go to food palace first. we said okayy. and waited for jovan. finished lerh, we all go to food palace, but then randall and jovan came late. my lunch was like bubble tea, cos' im broke. boohoo~ then we ltr go to library. AGAIN. haah, this time, mee and benn quickly do some work. haha :} then ltr rosee and yiting left, we went to sunplaza park to play. playplay- until rain. then walk to bus stop. haha then go home lorh/ :}


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♥ Tuesday, April 22, 2008♥

lol. okayy,. i didnt update for a long long time. :[
I AM SO LAME.




LOOOL. :} hahhaha. i still needa do changes to this blog. HELLO.
ITS UNDER CONSTRUCTION STILL. -.-

Darren seet is becoming more and more irritating.

today, khairul and danial bully me lehhh.
then art mrs oh come.eeeee scaryyyyyy

...... nowadays im getting more and more confused.


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♥ Saturday, April 19, 2008♥

okayy.
i am darn so NOT HAPPY. WTHECK!

DARREN SEET ASK ME TO DUNNO WHAT BRING BACK THE FREAKIN PROJECT WORK. WALAO LARH.
-.-

BOOHOO.




You Are a Blue Crayon



Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors.

You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find.

On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody.

However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front.



Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying.



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♥ Friday, April 18, 2008♥





okayy. today was a total horrible day. -.- EVRYONE IS IN A BAD MOOD D;


lol. okay. nvm. posting pictures for fun.:}


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♥ Thursday, April 17, 2008♥

today was so not my day. except i threw at danial his geog. tb. WAHAHAHAHA. then ltr at knowledge zone he keep making fun of me. Then i tell him : Danial = nail. NAIL YOURSELF ON THE WALL LAH." MWAHAHAHA. that was the only thing that somehow made my day. cos i get to make fun of someone. LOL. gd luck to ppl going for what junyuan got talent thingyyy :} bestest luck kays? full support given to you ppl! :}
okayy again, the fight begins.
not 1 fight with jilian.
but 2 fights.
fight 1 -> jilian. siaosiao lah.
fight 2 -> darren seet. go use my things without permission and that he broke a promise.



I AM SO NOT HAPPY.

MOOD TODAY: PISSED OFF. -.-
GEOG TEST. MR KOH SAY DO BOH PIAN TYPE.
MR SOH NOT THAT HAPPY TODAY, -.-

I AM ALSO NOT HAPPY YOU KNOW.
I AM HIGHLY STRESSED.


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♥ Wednesday, April 16, 2008♥

ohwow. like a few days never post? LOL.
okayy. today was totally freakyyyy.


i practically played my gz on stage with Hsi Er.
like so scaryy.
mike not placed properly.

but then the fun thing was like sze min was like NATASHAAAA!!! ((LOOOOOOOOOOL))
and syazwan was like showing the so called """yo""" sign and also shouting my name. ((LLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLL)) HAAH.
thanks for the support. I<3jiangmama~~~~

i couldnt even breathe up there -.-
loool.
hahah.
today geog test. -.-
idkdikdikdikdikdikd how to doooo!!!
...... LOL. okayy. then just now Jia Min and brenda when to my houseee. :}
actually BKT also coming. Then again she lost her phone. -.-
then she was like OMGOMGOGMOGMG! WHERE IS MY PHONE?!!! ARHHHH!!!! I GO BACK AND FIND MY PHONE LARH!!! then we like waited. and waited. (actually less than 3mins LOOL.) then jiamin and brenda say GO LAHH. haha :} then go lorh.
becos she wanna use the toilet. :}
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.


again, thanks the people giving me support? haha :] thanks those you cheered real hard? haha :}}}}}} ohijustloveyoupeople :}


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♥ Saturday, April 12, 2008♥

oh holy wowwww. i got a ipod.
i dont even know why i got it.
parents buy lorh. -.-

......................

still i havent even touch my homework.
LOL.
i mean like really. :}


......................
i gonna do it soon.
I SAID SOON,
hahaha :}

hmm, nobody ever tagggs. sad? LOL. hmm, maybe i might delete the tagboard.
on second thought...


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♥ Friday, April 11, 2008♥


OH SHIT. TODAY WAS A TOTAL DISASTER. COULDN'T TELL, BUT THe fun part was that khairul was there, we were like hahahahaha hohohoho okayokay lah. LOOOOOOOOL.
ohyah, met jiayu benn and danial downstairs. HOHOHOHHO. I GOT MY 56TH COMPANY NAME TAG. FINALLEH! :} ohyah, tomorrow got dunno what service award thingy. :[ boohoo.
WOOHOO!!!


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♥ Thursday, April 10, 2008♥








ohyah,
mr lau today last dayy. boohoo :[
but at least he let us take pictures with him!!! :} lalalalalalal!
ohyah, either 1 or 2 of them was taken not todayy, :} lalalallalalal.


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♥ Monday, April 7, 2008♥

LOL. I FREAKING FOUGHT WITH JILIAN TODAY. HER HP LOST. HOHOHO.
Then like i told randall, he was like thumbs up, GOOD! good! then like i say she cry, he say thats better. Then even roseanne and sam was trying to talk to jilian, then she was like, you take one right? to me, it's like only -.- then even danial console her. LOOOL. then velson was like, take $1 from everyone in class larh? then got enough money liao. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. she was so freakingly damn retarded. loool jkjkjk. ahaha :}}}} okayy, dont say more, later jilian see me type more i diedie no save? lol. GUNDAM SEED DESTINY IS SUDDENLY LOVED. :] GOGOGOGO GUNDAM! ATHRUN ZALA IS HOT TO THE E-MAX!



then suddenly i feel like doing this weird quiz, just for to kill the boredom. -.-

1. when is the feeling you get is like being alone?
Like, forever? -.-
2. Do you plan to get married?
idk? lol? :]
3. Are you crying now?
NO, LIKE DUH-UH. -.-
4. Were you lost in love before?
yah.
5. What do you cherish most now?
myself? :}
6. When was the last time you got hurt very much?
like since a few days - weeks ago. Why?
7. What is the reason?
... being alone?
8. Who do you depise most?
idk, someone, prefer not to say out.
9. When was the last time you fought?
hmm, today? i'm not sure
10. What is the reson for being hurt deeply?
the person you treated as a superrrr close friend suddenly talk to you like so little.
11. Are you emo?
sometimes? but not that despo to kill myself.
12. Are you trying to get out of your love life?
like maybe? idk? sometimes lorh.
13. Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend now?
well, it depends on the situation. don't ask me.
14.[ if you like to know, but obviously NOT]
Why do you NOT cry?
Well, because i promised myself i wouldn't cry no more.
15. Do you think of dying often?
sometimes, on days when i feel hyper emo? LOL.
16. Who do you like?
... I do not need to tell.
17. do you plan to live on like this?
LIKE, NO WAY - DUH. -.-
18. How old are you?
12+, going 13 in months.
19. who is your superr best friend?
JIA MIN AND BRENDA!? loool.
20.Is this the last question?
DUH. ahaha :}


ohyah, thank you guardian angel, thanks to you, I finally know who is my G.A? lol. nvm. thanks still. :]


iwasunloved@ 5.55pm


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♥ Saturday, April 5, 2008♥





okayy, today was my late yeye's 100th day after his passing. :[ sobs.
okay, but i didnt cry, cos i promised myself i wouldnt cry anymore.
i woke up like superr freaking damn early today. -.- cos must help mah-.-

then blah the ceremony like so long the interval. YAY. then mee and andre,<- stoopid cousin at heart? went upstairs then suddenly both of us watch gundam seed destiny. wow, romantic episode, athrun practically kissed cagali. LOL. okayy, then after that, blah the ceremony thing, then, jovan ( FAMILY ONE HORH. HE IS A TODDLER, NOT 1E3 1) -.- got freaking damn high, scream here, scream there. SCARED. -.-
then we needa burn so many things, like an aeroplane(wwtfff) lol, i mean, i was damn shocked.-.-
it was his last grand farewell.


our last and final goodbye to you my yeye, rest in peace.


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oh wow, today was my late yeye 100th day. D:
but then i wasn't crying.
:}

actually the ceremony is still on, but now interval.
:}}}} so, now, i'm at home. resting and watching gundam seed destiny.

athrun zala is hot to the maxcore! :}

my trust takes a long time to heal.


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♥ Friday, April 4, 2008♥







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I'M NOT OKAY.

I HATE YOU DARREN SEET.
I HATE YOU TO THE MAX.
YOU DON'T BELIEVE YOUR MEI.
FINE LARH.
JUST FINE.
FINE
I GET THE MESSAGE.
A PERSON WHO DON'T TRUSTS ME, WHY BOTHER?


YOU SURE LIKE TO HURT MY FEELINGS. YES, I FELT THAT BEFORE. SO WHY BOTHER TO HURT ME MORE. EVEN AS I'M SAYING SO, I'VE BEEN HURT BEFORE. YOU CAN CONTINUE TO HURT ME. I WILL NOT GIVE A FREAKING DAMN NO MORE. IT'S ONLY SOMETHING THAT WON'T GET OFF YOUR CHEST. I HELPED YOU, YET YOU STILL DON'T TRUST ME. IT'S JUST FINE.





I'VE BEEN HURT DEEPLY BY PEOPLE I TRUSTED, AND THIS HAPPENS ALL OVER AGAIN. IT'S FINE. YOU CAN JUST FORGET ME AS A FRIEND.

NEXT TIME, I WILL CONSIDER IF I SHOULD TRUST YOU AGAIN, OR MAKE YOU MY FRIEND. I MAY SEEM TO TAKE YOU LIKE A BROTHER, BUT LOOKS LIKE YOU WON'T EVEN HELP YOUR OWN SISTER. IT'S OKAY. I GET THE MESSAGE.
































TODAY WAS FINE. GREAT AND FUN. STILL, I'M HURT INSIDE REAL HARD.









THIS PICTURE LOOKS LIKE WHAT IS OF ME INSIDE.


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♥ Thursday, April 3, 2008♥

It's like a feeling of lonliness.
I was sometimes wondering. Should I forget you?
It's a fact.
You love somone else.
I will try to give you up.
I will try to forget you.
I will just treat you like friends.
IF THAT IS POSSIBLE. i just try to get rid of you in my thoughts. No matter how I try, it wouldnt get out of my mind. What is wrong now, i always ask myself.



My pride was broken, what was left of me was that i was staring at you, and your pride. I would die for the people close to me, not for the people who never appricieate me ( psps, idk how to spell)


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♥ Wednesday, April 2, 2008♥

I wrote those writings, I scribbled them on the wall
You read them out loud like they meant nothing at all
A flower red as a rose that never wilts away
Is only a fake

Spent a lifetime trying to ignite it
You sucked the life out of mine in record timing
Where the lightning strikes, I'll find you there
Covered in blood from this broken love

I felt your distance as you got right up in my face
A burning example of a memory to erase
Your chalkboard scratch melodies are drowning me out
Flooding me with doubt

Spent a lifetime trying to ignite it
You sucked the life out of mine in record timing
Where the lightning strikes, I'll find you there
Covered in blood from this broken love

Drink a little wine, give it just a little time, it'll all be fine
Why don't we talk about it?
Its not like we've never been here before
Do a little dance then you fantasize it, vandalize it

Call it off, call it off, call it over and done
All the silly games you play have faded and nobody won

Spent a lifetime trying to ignite it
You sucked the life out of mine in record timing
Where the lightning strikes, I'll find you there
Covered in blood from this broken love
Covered in blood from this broken love
Broken Love…

Spent a lifetime trying to ignite it (Broken Love)
You sucked the life out of mine in record timing (yeah..)
Broken Love..

Broken love has devoured me
Broken love has soured me
Broken this and broken that
Got busted on the broken rap

Broken love is not to get
Someday they wanna got to rap
Broken this and broken that
Got busted on the broken rap




the lyrics for my blog song.
BTW, blogskin changed, again. :]


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LIKE WTF.
SUPEER ****ING IRRITATED NOW. I WILL NOT TYPE OUT VULGARITIES. -.-
STUPID LARH. STUPID SISTER IRRITATE THE HELL OUT OF ME. STFU LAH. STUPID YOU LARH. THEN LIKE STUPID SUCKING GIRL KEEP SO IRRITATING. THINK YOU SO COOL ARH. TALK VOUGLER COOL MEH. CALL YOURSELF THAT WORD BEFORE YOU CALL PEOPLE. YOU ARE ONE YOURSELF, SO SHADDUP BEFORE I SLAP YOU. ITS A FREAKING RETARDED DAY.

I NOW HATE LOVE. I NOW LOVE HATE. BUT STILL, I'M SO OVER YOU. YOU SUCK NOW. GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT.




it's like sometimes, no one understands me. You people don't even know what i'm thinking. When I'm feeling sad, or alone, and you people come to me, i can only fake out a smile. that's the real me.


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♥ Tuesday, April 1, 2008♥

ZOMG.

WALTER CHUBBY KOR ADDED TO MY LIST! :]



so far,

SHERLENE (TWINNIE)
JIA MIN (BARNEY TWIN)
BRENDA (CHIO GUAI KIA)
KIMBERLY ( KIMCHI)
PRIS ( PRETTY PRETTY)
DARREN SEET (SPAMMY KORKOR) <-LOL
MR YONG ( EVIL KORKOR) <- ;]
WALTER ( CHUBBY KORKOR) <- CHUBBY


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ZOMG. okayy, i posted pretty late - No, VERY LATE.

my bro use com like at 10 i ask him can use liao? WAIT ARH. wait until this retarded time. WTF.

TODAY SCI TEACHER BOH COME.
PRIS LOST WALLET.
CONDUCTED A NOT FUN CHECK. WTF.

THEN now i think sam send me a weird sms? LOL. APRIL FOOL'S DAY!

okayy. hmm. short post. late like the shit. :[ sobbing away.


still lost in my thoughts. no exit leh. i cannot find the key. EHH, WHO STOLE IT? WALTER? HAHAH. OKAY, JKJK. APRIL FOOL'S DAY! it's gonna be over soon, so enjoy it while it lasts. :]


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