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♥ Monday, March 31, 2008♥


well, i managed to get a picture of me being emooo. ahaha. yup.


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today was so NOT in the mood day. except for the last few minutes before school ends. :]

reason being:
1. stupiid darren seet kor like wtf irritating. eat your shit. :[
2. jilian talk to me. obvious like so angry, so talk to people will not happy mah. then she give me the buey song face. kanasai larh. keep asking me to Go and Die. you die first lah. why me?
3. Mr Soh birthday! [YAY][CLAPPSS] but then today class making noise he got soo supeerr mad. ZOMFG. :[
4. Science work like blah. so not good.
5. today like mee, jia min and brenda plus sherlene JIEE got freaking retarded sore throat. (pff, whatever.)
6. need to shop. REAL HARD. I AM DESPO. :'[
7. Harris gave me some crap written on a piece of stupid retarded tissue paper. that wasn't so bad but it's freaking damn irritated.
8. stupid sister keep demanding egg salad i make. OI. MY LUNCH LARH. EAT YOUR SHIT LAH. WHY EAT MY FOOD? D:<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
9. Finding songs but cannot download. WTF.
10. emotion has take control all over again. wtfh. :[ sobbbbs.



good:
1. ClASS MAYBEE GONNA MAKE CLASS T SHIRT. HOORAH.
2. i'm using the com now. ahahah.
3. LOL.

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today was like so freaking damn irritated. Pissed off now, yet getting sad over him. like i miss him a bit. A BIT GET IT. YOU DON'T LIKE JUST ---- GETT LOST. (that's good) i didn't type in voulger. Then like now see couples together, get so sad. HELLO NATASHA, you hate that guy now. remeber that. Well, ohyah, one more funny retarded thing. LOL. Forget who, someone say so loudly from the back I can hear, Lin Liang likes Danial. ZOMG. hahaha. well, it's just love. nothing wrong with that.


people say, guys don't shed tears. they shed blood.
girls only shed tears.

i don't shed freaking tears. i shed blood.
sometimes i ask myself, do i control my destiny, or destiny controls me?
[SOBS] i still don't know what to do. i'm lost in my thoughts.


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♥ Saturday, March 29, 2008♥

LOL. reply tags only. lazy to post. ahaha sorreh people.LOOOOOOOOL. ;]

[nicole]
LOL. SO OVER HIM LOL. LIKE SINCE after psle. LOOOOOL. you have mah? loool. ohyah, linked you properly lerhh. :] hohohooho


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♥ Friday, March 28, 2008♥

ZOMG. I FREAKED OUT. ARGH. DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT IS ZIPPING AND UNZIPPING FILES? IF YOU DO. TELL MEE PLEASE. :] ITS REALLY URGENT. AHHHH!.

OHMYLOL. my so called guardian angel actually is a guardian angle. hohooho heee ahahahah


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♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008♥

ZOMG. ahaha, it's like so funny, the muffin is NOT MUFFIN LIKE. i mean like SERIOUSLY AND REALLYYY. ahahahahha. Then now like gotta do chinese homework. ahah. HAVENT DO. NOONONONONONO. ohhyah, Mr Soh got angry today. <.<"

BY THE WAY, ZARAKI KENPACHI ( ANTONY)
HOHOHO, CHALLENGE EXCEPTED? AHAHHA. DIEEE. MWAHAHAHHA.








QUOTE:
It's only a matter of time for you to die.
But, i don't give a freaking damn about it.
Go ahead and die.


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♥ Wednesday, March 26, 2008♥

........... WHAT GUARDIAN ANGEL THINGY

SHIT. eee, i got someone. ahaha, i'm not supposed to tell. i mean like really.

COOKING MUFFIN TOMORROW. WISH ME LUCK? AHAH :]
i know you people do :] ahha



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♥ Tuesday, March 25, 2008♥

well, sometimes,

TODAY I HAD A MOST WEIRD DAY.
JILIAN. YOU ARE WEIRD TO THE MAXCORE. ? IDKIDK HOR.

BTW, INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY PERFOMANCE ON 16 APRIL? I THINK ONLY HORRR.
................. quarreled with jilian today.

EMOOO is in the air.


QUOTE.
the world has gone to bed, and i'm drowning in it's silence.


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♥ Monday, March 24, 2008♥

WOW, BARNEY TWIN JIA MIN!
SPAMMY KOR DARREN SEET
MR YONG EVIL KOR
XINGGAN JIE SHERLENE
WALTER KOR


hohoho, merry DEAD'MAS.
TRYING MY VERY VERY BEST TO GET OVER WITH IT.
I'M TRYING. :]
IT'S NOT WORTH BEING EMO.
BUT BEING ALONE IS SOMETIMES WORTH.


HMM, BEGINNING TO USE CAPS MORE OFTEN. AHAHA.
GUNDAM SEED DESTINY IS GETTING BETTER YEAH?


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What's wrong with me? Ahh, stressed mode. Sense of insecureness. I just feel so not right. Something is wrong. after the """ The break up"""" there's a sense of lonliness... i'm confused.


OHYAH, MDM CHIA SWITCHED PLACES. ARGH. i'm sitting on JILIAN's PLACE. then DARREN SEET AND WALTER BESIDE ME. WHY? This just needs to happen


Get over it natasha, it's over. LIKE THIS SONG, GET LOST.






one day, i will find somewhere to hide from being alone.


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♥ Saturday, March 22, 2008♥


okay, a break up, the best thing ahead of me. I just feel distances ; a big one between us. Even without you, my life isn't over yet. I still have a long way to go. You should know that you already don't have feelings for me. Just to let you know, if you really cared, you will talk to me the moment you're online, that didn't happen, many more, just do not wish to say that.

like in SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS SHOW, (aha, i know i'm childish ;D) SQUIDWARD SAYS,

I HAVE A LIFE! :] LOL. i mean like really ahahahha.

SO, to you out there, just to let you know, take care. It's over. I HAVE A LIFE! :]
Fine someone thats suits you best. I am not one of them. so, friends is the best. -.=











Getting back the song. No more elmo. It doesn't fit the blogskins. ahah. it feels so NOT ELMO. AHAHA. BUT LASTLY, LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA, ELMO'S SONG. AHAHAH.:]
I feel so much better already. HOHOHO.

This are the pictures that makes me know that what you said are real.


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♥ Friday, March 21, 2008♥

ZOMG. I CANNOT HELP IT. I'M IN STRESSED MODE

1ST,
SHOPPING CANNOT GO. WTF.
2ND
AUDI DONT HAVE, CANNOT PLAY.


=.0

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ZOMG. I CANNOT HELP IT. I'M IN STRESSED MODE

1ST,
SHOPPING CANNOT GO. WTF.
2ND
AUDI DONT HAVE, CANNOT PLAY.


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THE MAIN SONG IN MY BLOG IN DEDICATED TO THE 1E3'S ELMO! AKA IDA AKA JINGY AKA JINGZHEN! :] AHAHA, JING ZHEN, A SONG FOR YOU YEAH? BE HONOURED :]------->



however, those that like these songs you can listen them down here :] kays? muchieloves!






these songs are pretty like slow and emo( to me :] ahah) those songs; memories = broken heart.


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OKayy,

REASONS FOR BEING TORTURED. FIRSTLY, AUDITION IS THE MAIN REASON.


STUPID ANGRY WITH


MOTHER, never keep promise.
WHY? cos, she say 1 month gd behavior then load back
THEN? WTFH. She denied. so f***ing of her ( i'm sorry i said vulgarities. i just feel so mad)

DARREN SEET KORKOR.
WHY??keep talking bout audi.
THEN? I CANT PLAY. AND I <3 AUDI TO BITS. TORMENTED BY HIM

JESSICA YEO WEILING



WHY? KEEP SAYING SHE SO PRO IN AUDI
THEN? EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE HER.? =.= TOTAL TORTURE.









TORTURE IS IN THE AIR.















ijusthatemyself FOR beingtorturedtobits.


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♥ Thursday, March 20, 2008♥

Sorry for this freaking posts :[ I just feel retardedly bored.







The Part of You That No One Sees



You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.

People feel like they really don't know the true you...

Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.



Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.

It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.

You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.



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You Are 12% Nerdy



You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.

You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!





ZOMG. ahaha. i am 12% nerdy. :] yay.


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ZOMG. i dont know how to say this. I wish to confront to you. Sometimes, i really want to ask you. but still, i hope I was wrong about you. I mean it. I wish to ask you something. I really wish to. I some hoe feel like crying now. Maybe falling in love isn't something that i cannot handle a lot.







TODAY.
Thinked about something personal.
Sadd.
But MATHS. AHHH, GOOD TIMES.
BUT NOTHING ELSE, i just feel so alone now.
Never mind.

i stand alone.

I hated me?

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♥ Wednesday, March 19, 2008♥

SAME OLD, BUT DRENCHED IN RAIN. SO -.=
SYAZWAN ANGRY.
INOT HAPPY
EMO MUCH?!
OHYAH
BOUGHT FILE. YAY.

bye for now.


OH. HAYDON, THANKS ME.:] jkjk.


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♥ Tuesday, March 18, 2008♥

Oh well, today was SOOOOO SUPEERR DUPERRR WEIRD AND FUN!
ahh, weird parts, i came from CHINA? LOL.
to tell you the truth, I WAS BORN IN SINGAPORE. i didnt even go to china once. AHHH, LOL. hmm, then GB my squad needa stay back to do design notice board. :]

I FEEL SO UPSET. I FEEL SO JUNIORIESED. :[ ahh, nvm!

oh, sorry mdm chia for making you angry! :[

QUOTE OF DAY:

it's just illusions.
it's just crap.
it's just something that will make you feel sad.








ahh, ILOVEYOUPEOPLE.


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♥ Monday, March 17, 2008♥

ahh, just feeling like doing blog stuffs like the crap of me. I'm bored.




You Are 52% Evil



You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.

Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.



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ZOMG. ahhh, a not so nice day. I slept today 2am. What no fun, had PE early today, now my muscles are straining. =.=
ZOMG. syazwan is weird. EEE, GAY... yuckies for meee. he like keep hugging and firlting with YEE LOKE. LOL. then like so gay. eee, then yee loke needa go, he keep saying, you want a divorce? LOL.okayy, it's too gross. i dont wish to say more, if not i will bleah out. ---.----


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♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008♥

ZOMG. i just love this song! its so cheerfuul



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ahaza, i just suddenly feeling like doing the blogthings shit . i dont even know why. LOL> :]




You Are a Dreaming Soul



Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world

So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time

You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...

But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult



You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.

Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.

Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.

Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.



Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul



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ZOMG. I CANT BELIEVE IT.



You Are 52% Emo



You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.



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♥ Friday, March 14, 2008♥






i just stand there, waiting, thinking, about memories. You just left me there, alone in the rain. I'm dripping wet and cold, but not from the rain, but from a cold hard heart. When I needed you, why wont you come?

hmm, today is like so retarded. I am now doing my stoopid written report all over again. I STILL DONT NEED TO BE PITIED. Dont ever say, wahh, ehh, i pity you leh. The only thing i will say is, i dont need to be pitied. I DONT HAVE TO. pity someone else.


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Zomg, saw a audition video, the song I never played it or saw it before. hmm wonder the song was being deleted. tHIS Song reminds me of lots of memories! lovely song!



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If you just walk in my shoes just for a day, you will understand the real me.
Even though I may seem so happy on the outside, inside me is just hard cold solitude. Solitude is something that only a few people can feel, and i am just one of them. Just please, do not learn solitude. It is a very painful thing. Even though i may seem strong on the outside, on the inside, i am indeed very fragile. Even though I may look like I have very little problems, inside me too have lots of problems. If only, if only.... you will never get to know the reall me at all...


The worst feeling is not Death,
If knowing that you're not needed,
that you are alone in this world,
and that you have a no longer reason to live...


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ZOMG!!! aha. today was like so supeerrrr fun and irritating. -.-
AHA. reached school then go com lab. AHA. lagged outside, waiting for Jia Min. She nvr came. ROARR. aha. she sick mah. HEYY JIA MIN, GET WELL KAYS? Then finished the animation. We did like shit, but IT TEacher do animation movements! WOW. yay! thanks IT TEACHER! Then wah, syazwan group slacked and do and slacked and do like that. aha. then teacher ordered mac for us to eat. LOL. order ours, mee and sherlene have french fries too. aha.! Then before, asked syazwan wanna eat mac, he saY NO. so, okayy lorh. :] but eat that time, wahh, he like so totally =.=!"!!!! came to mee and sherlene and keep taking our fries. he keep saying, NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH. so like keep going on, until he went to jovan there. aha.soon after, DARREN ONG and Randall Pay, came. SO LIKE WEIRD MUCH. :]darren suddenly take sherlene drink. LOL. then keep stealing fries too. LOL. cos sherlene dont like fries mah, so she gave them. HMM SERIOUSLY, RANDALL REMINDS MEE OF WILLIAM COUSIN. eee,like identical twins. LOL. kayss, hmm, so weird. darren seet came, first thing he do is to go to my blog and started spamming like the shit out of me. LOL. aha. so spammed back. LOL. teehee, then like suddenly, sam go off, soon after, jovan, yiting and roseee went too, then like, ben, haydon, sherlene, and MEEEE:] were like the only ones left there. aha. with 1 or 2 more girls not from our class. then like, also later, ben and haydon left. THEN roseanne and yiting and jovan came BACK to slack. aha, i slacked too! :] but not too long of course. aha. :] Then like they left again. then sherlene finish show me what REBORN hitman video thingy. LOL. aha, laughed like the shit of mee ;] Yah, soon she left, leaving mee with teacher. BOOHOO.:[ aha, then like she awhile later left. =.= MEE ALL ALONE. BOOOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!! then got one guy came in to ask i finish my essay (1000 word derh). i only do up to 700 plusplus, then CANNOT SAVE! WAHHHH SO SUPERRR ANGRYYY. NOW LIKE GOING TO RETYPE AGAIN. SO BAD, THAT COME THERE. >.<
YAH, THATs about today!!!

reply tags
[siewmin]
aha, nvm, i know who the spammer is. NP. thanks for advice! HEEHAW! AHA. jk.
[darren seet]
LOL. like i know you are the world worst spammer. aha. :] JIA YOUSH MAN!
[kuku twin]
aha, you should spammer mah. ahahahah. muchiemuchieloves!


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♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008♥


Sometimes,

when you talk to someone everyday last time, and now that person doesn't talk to you, you can feel that there is a gap, and the person is very cold to you.

That person doesn't talk to you anymore and only talk to you when that person needs help.How does that make you feel?

One day, if you die, will that person make regrets? will you go to his dream to bid farewell? If I were that person that died, maybe, just maybe, i might....

but, what if he makes you feel alone no matter how many 10000 friends you have? What if he was someone so special to you that you would die for him? Why? What if he one day didnt say anything except that he found someone else, how would you feel? Will you feel the solitude, will you feel that you're alone? Why willI just feel that? Why? Sadness is something that takes a while to cure...


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♥ Wednesday, March 12, 2008♥


Just flipping through my class'07 album.
Missed them like so much! T_T
if only we can turn back time...
If only we went to the same schools...
if only I can be with 6G'07 forever.

i really missed my friends...
i really missed those shoutings.
i really missed those nags.
i really missed MRS LEE!!!
i really missed those fun we had
i really missed the fights we had.
i really missed the joy we had.
i really missed the screams we had.
i really missed those scoldings we recieved. ( wth?! =.=)
i really missed my lovely friends!
I JUST MISS THEM TO THE MAX!


All those laughters.
All those tears.
All those scoldings.
All those sadness.
All those memories.
All those teachers,
All those besties!
All those FUN!
WE ROCK!
WE LOVE EACH OTHER!
GO MBS
WE ARE ALL (EX-) MAHA BODHIANS! T____T
Turn back time please.
I REALLY DO MISS THEM! oh why?!! :]
at least we had SOME MUCH LAUGHTER! THATS GOOD YEAH? :]

oh, ijustloveyoupeopleto themax!


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well, this day sucked.
somehow
people are in bad moods, mood swings sometimes yeah?

hmmm, bored to the max.
i dont feel like doing anything
yeah. hmmm, tagging is good!

hmm, superr short post today. -.-

i'm just bored and confused.
sorry for not blogging long. teehee

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:/
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^(@@)^


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♥ Tuesday, March 11, 2008♥

hmm, going for GB camp tomorrow.
AYEEE. idontknowhatodo. :[

people are being so voulger.
i'm trying not to say that on thee blog.
YAY.
i'mtryingyeah!

=]

imissedmydarlingzx
imissedmybesties.
iloveyoupeople!


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Well, back from the Genting.
ITS kinda lame. -.-
oh, dont click this.
Warning you. Do not click.

I'm bored. so, i'll talk abit bout the genting.

day1 :
-used com early morn.
-packed up. get ready
- went to airport
- took an aeroplane there. COS FIRST TIME MAH.
- Some guy sent us to awana hotel.
- 2 FREAKING HOURS CAR RIDE THERE. -.-
- REached.
-ABOVE THE FREAKING CLOUDS.
- quite cold.
-unpacked and rest
- went for dinner
- after that. got lost.

day 2
- woke up
- shower
- hmm
-slacked.
- went to play till evening

day 3
SAME OLD.
except.

- got a shock of my life.
- BEST FUN DAY SO FAR.

last day,
- took plane back to SG. aha





rockon!


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♥ Friday, March 7, 2008♥

hmmm, i'm going genting today, like dunno what time. so, what the heck. oh. i think i won't be home like until monday or so. yah. should be like that. -.-

BUT STILL, HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO 6G'07 AND 1E3'08! ROCKON PEOPLE .aha.


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♥ Thursday, March 6, 2008♥

Well, today F&N project thing was like shit. T_T. confusion nation much!
OH YESH. I WON CHOCOLATE ON MATHS. ;D aha, irock.


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♥ Wednesday, March 5, 2008♥

Okays, i changed my blogskin. -,- hmm, its plain, i know :]


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LOL. today was like LOL. kays, i dont know how to put it. :[ really, i feel like so AHEM! cos today in school during class time, everyone like so dead. -.- imissedauditionsea! WHY DELETE! ARGH. okays, today stayed back to do project

then darren ong was somehow retarded. i wish to say more but then still doing my project. T_T kays, other days i postlonger kayss?

muchloves;}


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♥ Monday, March 3, 2008♥

Oh kayy, today was like emm, GAY MUCH?!!!

okay. syazwan like don't know what happened to him\. Suddenly, he like became 90% totally gay. yucks. =/ Then like I was asking syazwan : don't be gay can?
Then he was like, hello sister, then like everyday must do his specialty, the butt quake ( i think -.-) aha. Then now looking through Darren seet's blog. then he shouts SYAZWAN IS MY GAY PARTNER. wtfh? ZOMG. what happened to no gayness? WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY CLASS! so much GAYNESS!ARGH, MY EYES, IT BURNS!!!!!!!!!! GAAAa. aha. =] LOL. aha. aha. don't know why, when i see a particular picture, it brings back sad memories... I just get sad. T.T

Like I just feel nothing at all. SOLITUDE I TELL YOU










OH!!!! I GOT MY NAME STICKER! AHA. ijustrock. :]


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♥ Saturday, March 1, 2008♥

okay, yesterday i didnt post. -.-
OKAY, today was like bringing back sad memories. Suddenly 02jam song pop up. people talking bout audition, all the things i once haved are gone. .... AHA. stay strong always! OH SHIT, I DIDNT DO HOMEWORK YET. HOHOHOHO. NOW DOING IT. :] irock=]


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